if you arent invincible, does that make you vincible?

but i must admit, the feeling, the nitty gritty feeling that overwhelms you.

the pang the twang of hunger.

its kind of emotional, intense and really beautiful.

it makes you feel real, and faces you with your own needs.

you are NOT invincible.

you are vincible.

you need things.

you need sleep and water and food.

you need these things to survive and no matter how strong you are, without them you are a weak little pansy.

its quite romantic if you think about it.

it reminds you that of all things...you need to take care of you.

i feel that right now. and while i'm eager to put something in my belly, i almost want to let it linger so i can feel real a little bit longer.

i dont wish it on anyone, nor do i think people feeling hunger is okay.

but maybe this little feeling can connect us to those who have gone without for so long the pang doesnt even bother them anymore.

and we can really begin to connect and feel empathy.

we need to start realizing what we are capable of.

if you dont eat long enough to feel that feeling, and pay attention to what your body is singing to you, you will feel freed.

now go.

dont eat for a minute and see what im feeling about.

its kind of awesome.

Song of the day

Weezer - put me back together.

One of the most romantic and intimate things around is music. Its hard to resist taking the songs for what they are on the surface. But I find its much more romantic to lay on the ground and just listen the words and imagine how it all came to fruition. Merely speculation. But beautiful nevertheless.

This one is for shane.

Love you sir. You who inspired me to love.

i havent forgotten about you.