like missing an arm?

in my life of love i have talked to many people.

while discussing the love i feel in my heart, and discussing those that i have loved, and what i have in my life and what it feels like to be single, in whatever sense of the word people take that, someone asked "like missing an arm?".

to which i say, yes and no.

am i in a relationship, or what the average person would consider a relationship? no. and in the traditional sense of the word single one might feel empty. but i dont feel like i am missing love at all.

if love is an arm, i am Sheeva :]

i dont need a lover to feel love, or to feel complete.

i maintain that maybe i dont have all the answers. maybe the most recent love of my life will be again, or maybe it has sailed and we can reminisce on the good times. it ended so unfathomably well, that i can even hope that it is the end so there is no negativity surrounding it and the stigma that comes with ending such a relationship can be proven mythical. i will forever say to said lover that i love them. and im not ashamed of that.

i dont know the answers when it comes to love.

i do not believe people were meant to sleep alone. you are meant to feel the warmth and love of a person next to you.

your hand is meant to fit in someone else's.

music was meant to be experienced, not just listened to. it was meant to bring you to something greater than yourself. you are meant to listen WITH someone, SING with someone whatever moves you.

you are meant to find a passion. something that envelops you into higher feeling and i believe you are meant to be passionate about something WITH someone.

we were meant to walk together.

with someone.

this someone does not necessarily mean boyfriend, or girlfriend, or lover, or husband or wife.

its on a higher level of connectivity.

i do seek for one thing:

for someone to see the love that i feel, and for them to feel it too, so we can talk about it. and we can maintain it for this world as if it were the last shred of hope alive.

i want the world to plant a tree.

i want us all to drive hybrids.

i want the world to strive for clean water for all people.

i want everyone to have shoes. (toms.com)

i want everyone to greet like they do other countries. to greet with a kiss or a hug.

to not have such a closed off bubble.

i want to experience love with people.

maybe its not just person, maybe its all people. maybe i want to engage the world.

its sometimes difficult to have such emotions and such love and to have such a passionate and powerful grip of the world... i feel such content and such happiness. i have a wonderful life. i have people and love and passion and excitement and wonderful wonderful wolves.

its in this matter i cant even begin to accurately explain how i feel.

i dont think i will ever get enough love.

how fucking beautiful.

im such a fucking hippy.

love you.