i dislike this reference

i must preface this by saying that i a NOT a twilight junkie.

i have seen one and a half of the movies.

but i will readily admit that twilight is a good storyline, and i enjoy both the writing and the direction for the book/screenplay/movie.

my whole love for love can be seen similar to twilight.

in the movie you can tell, and feel the love that they have for each other.

i feel that with so many people.

the emotion is strong and intense and beautiful.

i also believe, on an unrelated note.

that one who experiences love on such a deep level, may also know what its like to experience hatred.

they dont go hand in hand, but you can feel both with such intensity.

i dont hate much.

but there are some things.

i HATE mayonnaise.

i hate the way i feel about a certain person. there is one person who hurts my heart more than anything with just their being.

i can be honest enough to say i hate the way this person makes me feel. they say distasteful and upsetting things and it hurts my heart.

and i wish i could learn to love this person in a way that i love others...even if they dont reciprocate.

i want to fall completely in love with the world.

but there are some things that need changing.

people need to stop doing bad things.

murder and rape and theft and violence.

ignorance.

why cant we be good people?

why cant they.

this world will be good one day.

how beautiful

life is beautiful.

there are some distinct moments or people that reinstill my faith in humanity and remember why i give.

here are some of them.

awkward moments.

that smile they give you.

when you look at that person...and find them looking back at you.

that moment when you look in the mirror and feel BEAUTIFUL.

when you are stopped at a light and notice the person in the car next to you in singing at the TOP of their lungs with no one else in the car.

when the most talented of people are humble and modest and dont realize how good they really are.

those who suck...but do it anyway just for the love of the art :]

the person who lets you in front of them in dead stop traffic jam or right when you realize you are about 4 seconds from missing your exit.

The person who invented netflix.

when someone buys coffee for the person behind them at the drive up coffee cart.

those who dont care whether or not the homeless are being helped by others, and though they may have a split second judgement about their appearance or the handwriting on the cardboard...they give them a couple bucks either and trade in their mass produced overpriced coffee for a travel mug of folgers.

little kids who have personality. those that arent drones or just robots. those with passion and excitement who love and enjoy life. i believe these little humans have the knowledge we all seek.

those who donate to charity.

everyone associated with St Jude childrens hospital.

celebrities who lead by example.

Angelina and Brad for loving all people, and loving children they know were born to be theirs. as well as working in New Orleans.

Jason Mraz for his work in ghana.

When companies use their money to help others.

the little kids who raised money for charity with lemonade stands, bracelets and original drawings.

pro bono lawyers

meals on wheels

doctors without borders

Toms freakin shoes.

those people who serve our country, and those who thank them face to face.

so many things. these are all on mymind for now. what are you doing to instill faith in humanity? to give humanity faith?

its beautiful

I do my thing, and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.
Frederick E. Perl

i get really pissed when i find a really good quote that I was not the one to say it first.

thats basically my only thought on the subject.

i am going to choose to be thankful and grateful that there are other likeminded people in the world.

i love you frederick E perl.