Love

Love reigns.

Sometimes its hard. I had to clean out a friend recently. I had maintained the just love creedo for so long that I let myself get walked over. Sadly I had to acknowledge loving myself meant setting expectations on how I deserve to be treated. I didn't use harsh words. But I had to walk it to the door of my life and show this person out. Hard times.

On other notes I'm learning life in a new city. Moved to a larger metropolitan area and feel marvelous. Its beautiful. I feel like the air is always cools and crisp and love is in the air. I've met so many wonderful free spirits who love. One in particular wo moved from texas to escape judgement and lifestyle persecution. He is a marvelous gay man who had been treated so poorly. Another is a man who is living day to day and appears so carefree and amazing. Also relearning my existing local friends and relearning their lives and who they are now not just who they used to be its such a wonderful thing.

And I've fallen in love.
A man.
Dark hair.
Handsome.
Good father.
Hard worker.

While he isn't interested in dating. I still go see him at work. To chat for a few moments. He is beautiful and that smile lifts me up. Maybe on day love. This is too good a feeling to share on my own.
Ill tell you more later baby.

For now I go finish work :)