the end of the world as we know it...

oh yeah, and when the end of the world comes,

you and i will go to another one,

just go on to another one, oh yeah,

we will.

to another one.

bring victory my friends.

sometimes you just need to dress up in 80s clothes and dance around.

just saying.

here is a video of me dancing around like a fool.

to the greatest song alive.

www.BringVictory.com

can you imagine

what love was flowing through his veins when he penned this song?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUlEw4xAG-0&feature=related

such a beautiful song. such beautiful words. such beauty.

to be the muse, to be the muse.

some grub.

food for thought.

now you dont see it....

i cant shake a little splenda in my life.

dont tell the hard core raw foodists. ;]

i do not live with regrets

even if today has been especially hard.

i had a bit too much to drink last night.

do i regret it?

i dont like regrets.

i didnt like getting up at 8 after falling asleep at 5. then sleeping from 1030-1. then from 5 to 7.

i didnt like seeing the sun this morning. i didnt like loud noises. and i didnt like standing.

but we greeted the morning with our list of loves.

"i love waking up." "i love blankets." "i love music." "i love fun."

our plans took a backseat. we did not drive to the coast like we planned today.

we did venture out into the world for a short period, to pick up some new books from the local book store (go support your local businesses pleaseandthanks).

and we went to the supermarket.

i needed some raw foods.

thats right friends, its time for a revival. its time for a challenge. its time to care about me in ways i havent.

i was a vegetarian for YEARS. and i know that in the beginning it can take some serious willpower. mostly because once you decide to make a lifestyle choice around food, things suddenly pop up to tempt you. its the irony of buying a car and then seeing the exact same one everywhere you look (that also happened to me. but my Fyundai is much better than yours).

these things have been around for a long time, but its not until you decide to go raw that you see twice as many adverts for burgers and tasty treats.

today went off without a hitch. i am confident in my abilities to maintain this lifestyle because i want it.

if you dont want it, youll ditch it.

i am confident also that after a period i will go back to vegetarian. i love me some grilled asparagus, zucchini and onions. yum.

switching from coffee to juice and tea and WATER. i have a horrible tendency to not drink what i should.

i feel powerful to be so simple in what i eat. its not about pizza or carbs or bread.

its about healthy options, with the vitamins and nutrients in tact.

and its about respecting myself to do whats right, and not just tasty schmasty.

its about a type of rebirth. respecting ME.

getting new books to open my eyes and my ears.

new foods.

new ways of life.

its time to be something other than the waste of space this body was taking up before. why just live our lives surviving when we can thrive?

i want energy and gusto!

likely a new favorite word.

just saying.

we'll check in.

reevaluate YOUR life. YOUR eating and find something that helps you feel BETTER.

whereouac

I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion....Maybe that's what life is...a wink of the eye and winking stars.....“My witness is the empty sky.”....

“A pain stabbed my heart as it did every time I saw a girl I loved who was going the opposite direction in this too-big world”

so true mr jack, so true.

youre my soul mate. one that came before my mother was even old enough to wear eyeshadow. and that makes my heart a little sad, yet i can feel the intimacy and excitement of being the one who gets to read about you, and sadness that you did not get to read about me.

ill bring a portfolio up to you.

“No man should go through life without once experiencing healthy, even bored solitude in the wilderness, finding himself depending solely on himself and thereby learning his true and hidden strength.”

also true mr jack. also true